The Relationship Thread

so i was browsing the internet.... and i came across some 1-2 mins clips of what i think was my ex-girlfriend... its almost a dead on to her living room i can see faces or any details that would give it away other than the room itself... i want to ask her if she knows they are out there on the internet, but at the same time i dont want to be called a perv...i think ill ask her but whatever...

And i didnt want to start a new thread for this but it had to be taken off my chest sorry.

Families are nice....they always exactly know how you feel and they can sense it when you're feeling alone and have the best ways to make you feel even more shitty.

For example you're all sitting together because it's someone's birthday. The whole room is full of people talking loudly and everything is cool and relaxed but then someone asks you about your relationship status and suddenly the whole room is quiet and staring at you waiting for your answer. So everyone's looking at you and while you're desperately staring at the coffee in front of you thinking about running out of the room screaming you have to tell them one more time that you're single. And then you get one of those annoying pity sighs that makes you feel even worse.

But families are more modern now- they will also text message or email you to ask you if there FINALLY is someone

So my last relationship ended February 2006. I was a freshman in college.

I've always been the filler girlfriend. Partly by choice... partly because I guess I wasn't girlfriend material when I did want to be in a relationship.

December 21, 2012 - the day the world was supposed to end. Around Thanksgiving, I got back in touch with a guy I had known in 2007-2008 in my college town. He could have been a boyfriend, if I took in that direction, but that's a different story. Anyway, we never dated previous, never had sex with each other. We made out and stuff. Things took a turn towards romance and went he decided to go to a college local to me after the military in a pretty niche field that luckily is prominent in my area, we decided to date.

The day I got a real boyfriend. And yes, all my friends said the world must have ended for me to be in a relationship.

So he's military, on his exit term, will be home for good no more military at the end of May (was supposed to be March, but he got his exit papers for a different date). We will be moving in together this summer and this is probably gonna be The Last Relationship for us both. It just feels that way... plus he already showed me Zelda wedding bands with the triforce on it (that he wants to get us because I'm a huge Legend of Zelda nerd), and decided he wants kids with me... eventually (but already started picking out names).

So yeah.